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  • “Ahhh!” Screams the head of the nail as the hammer comes down on it

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    ocbenji

    So a long time ago, I when I was a junior in high school, I took a psychology class. The teacher gave us one of those floppy disks (yea it was that long ago) to take home. On the ancient floppy, there was a program on it that asked some questions and based on those…

  • I’m Feeling You Dog!

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    ocbenji

    You ever seen that show Heroes? Its kinda like X-Men without the leather. If you haven’t then you should because some people are like that. Now granted they don’t just jump in the air and start flying around all willy-nilly but their “gifts” are powerful nonetheless if not a little more subtle. Now most of…

  • I plea insanity

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    I finally understand madness. Its one of those, “You had to be there” or “Walk a mile in another man shoes” kinda deal. I won’t say what caused it or if I’m better yet but I thought it would be a good idea to get it all written down in case I ever find my…

  • The Catch Up

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    ocbenji

    To the 2-3 people who actually read this: Sorry that I haven’t shown much love to the public post lately.  Life has been pretty busy in the last few weeks and I should have written about it on here so here is the ketchup.(Don’t spill)  My last day at Energy Assistance It was a pretty…

  • 5th Gear

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    ocbenji

    MISSION STATEMENT         To live everyday better than the one before it. To understand and outperform myself. To clean my weaknesses with my strengths. To appreciate, enjoy, and share my blessings. To grow wiser through my successes and failures. To realize my true mental, physical, and spiritual potential. To live a life of significance.…

  • Tsuiokuhen and Seisouhen

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      There are few true masterpieces in this world. Works of perfection so pure and untouched that the mere observance or interaction with them magnifies one’s own flaws so much that one must take actions to better them self. Maybe that is the purpose of a masterpiece, to encourage one to realize the masterpiece within…

  • The Secret is Out

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    ocbenji

    Things will be so much different this year. I will be where my boss was, “she” won’t be here. I will be the only warmth in my bed. Hopeless romantic, ha! I made a decision to cross a bridge into new territory. I don’t think I’ll be able to cross it again, only wave to…

  • Snow Falling Slowly

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    ocbenji

    Past failures make you do what you should never do and that is second guess yourself. I had a friend in high-school who I really admired because she had the ability to see the truth in things. I always wondered how she did it until about earlier this year when I figured out how to…

  • Worst Analogy Ever!

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    I have all of my little cousins here and they love the Wii. (duh) I got to eat alot and see a few of my aunties. I wonder if I’ll ever be able to hold the family together like they did? I could never see myself as one of the older people at a family…

  • May I have this Dance?

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    ocbenji

    “The fall is longer and harder when you fall from high hopes.”  She cheated on him without using her body, without another man, without really even trying. He should have known that if something seems too good to be true then it probably is.  He was himself around her, something he now regretted, he loved her,…