→ May 15, 2005
I wish I hadn’t done it but what is done cannot be undone so I’ll just have to sit back and watch the fireworks. Had an exam @ 7 this morning, only to have to wait 30 minutes for somebody to come open the door. I took Aden to see Aimee, Michele and the rest [...]
→ May 13, 2005
And so another day passes and I realize that I’m getting better at what I need to do. XBOX 360 baby! The Daily Benji: “I would rather think too much than too little, ok I lied, I hate thinking”
→ May 12, 2005
I finally remembered to get my Invader Zim! Well thanks to the great and wise Megsta i might have a solution to “finding” myself. A little me time. Anybody wanna come? Well sorry, its just me, myself, and I for a whole weekend. Its something that I think I need but we’ll see if its [...]
→ May 10, 2005
When in doubt sing it out. What do you do when your so torn? How do you make a decision, or do you make one at all? I’m running away from myself to escape to where? My exams aren’t just coming from school these days.
→ May 10, 2005
The headaches are getting worse, now I know how Jack feels. I had that damn dream again. Seriously my mind should not be there. Laurie made a boy very nervous today, it was sooo precious! You go girl! Aden is getting bigger and smarter and he smiles more than anything now and boy can he [...]
→ May 9, 2005
Well I can’t say who they are but the winners of the 1st OCBENJI sweepstakes are getting their prizes mailed to them today!!!
→ May 9, 2005
In the words of JV, “My head be bangin!” The 3 am meetings Aden and me have been having are finally starting to take their toll. I’ll deal. I tried to make Rach’s 1st Mothers Day special with some Coldstone since the videotape of Aden and me didn’t work out. Oh well……….HAPPY MOMMY’S DAY RACHEL!!!! [...]
→ May 7, 2005
Maybe its the lack of sleep or the lack of self-truth but I’m overdue for a little truth serum. Let the list begin and think of it what you will. 1. I think about women other than Rachel 2. I don’t have full control of myself 3. I’ll have to face some deep dark secrets [...]
→ May 6, 2005
As her tear-filled eyes looked into mine, she said,” You have a lady, a baby, and a car” I smirked, her voice shook as if she was giving advice to a future or past love, she told me, ” she has to know how much you love her” In other news, I NEED some!!! Any [...]
→ May 5, 2005
Ok I have a bet with myself that I won’t even get 3 comments on this **Fill This Out and Then Comment With Your HONEST Ansewers and I’ll guess who it is** 1. Your Name: Blah! 2. Age: 3. Fave Colors: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band/Rapper: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: **Here [...]