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Category: Book of Benji

  • I am Ben

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    I am a Scorpio who has defeated his jealousy.I am a people loving introvert who is great at playing extrovert.I am a lover of animals and doesn’t want a pet.I am a lover of a good thunderstorm, warm summer rain or cool fall breeze.I am computer and anime nerd who craves sleeping under the stars,…

  • Swirlin Around

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    Swirlin Around   He sits down with himself to figure out why he does things the way that he does.  He is nice when there is a no reason to.  He is nice even though he shouldn’t be.  He smiles and does favors for those that might and sometimes already have spit in his face.…

  • Sympathy to a Swordfight

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    After a really long night with no sleep I finally drifted off to sleep around 9 AM.  I rarely remember my dreams but this one is still crisp in my mind.  You just don’t forget getting your ass kicked in a sword fight. It’s story time!   The snow falls slowly and flurries around in…

  • Mistakes Made, Lessons Learned

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      The events of last two years have transformed me.  The fact that I can admit this is HUGE!!! (yea with 3 “!”’s)  I write this for myself as a reminder to not forget these valuable experiences.  And like anything else that I’ve done on my own for myself, it will end up coming from…

  • His Side

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        She looks into his eyes and time slows to a crawl His eyes try to avoid her gaze, his hands clench to a ball He knows the words that are coming all too well Their relationship was a class and she was ringing the bell It was his fault and he knew it…

  • Let the Tears Fall

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    You tired?  Me too.  Let the tears fall. You hurt?   Me too.  Let the tears fall. Reached your limit?  Me too.  Let the tears fall. Don’t trust men?  Well I don’t trust women.  Let the tears fall. You won’t go through it again?  Me either.  Let the tears fall. You want to be happy?  Me…

  • But I’m a Nice Guy…….

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    What is the nice guy and where did he come from?  Was he born or shaped?  Natural or contrived?  And why does he seem to get screwed over so much? Before I start, let me say that this applies to the “Good Girl” too.   What is a “Good Guy”? A good guy is somebody…

  • Perspective

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      How do you see things?   So I’m sitting on the couch getting upset because of the actions of somebody.  And if you know me then you know that I rarely get upset but when I do get upset, a nuclear explosion is eminent!  I was about to open my mouth and erupt when that other…

  • Shadow of a Ghost

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    Things have changed alot since I saw you last I have a new lady, a baby, damn alot of time has past Well actually only a year and some change But in that time I’ve made a big change I’ve seen things that I thought could only be imagined Felt things that I thought could…

  • Outstanding Conversations: Barb Breaks it Down

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    The first of many……… Outstanding Conversations:  Barb Breaks it Down