Maybe its the lack of sleep or the lack of self-truth but I’m overdue for a little truth serum. Let the list begin and think of it what you will. 1. I think about women other than Rachel 2. I don’t have full control of myself 3. I’ll have to face some deep dark secrets […]

As her tear-filled eyes looked into mine, she said,” You have a lady, a baby, and a car” I smirked, her voice shook as if she was giving advice to a future or past love, she told me, ” she has to know how much you love her” In other news, I NEED some!!! Any […]

Ok I have a bet with myself that I won’t even get 3 comments on this **Fill This Out and Then Comment With Your HONEST Ansewers and I’ll guess who it is** 1. Your Name: Blah! 2. Age: 3. Fave Colors: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band/Rapper: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: **Here […]

Well it would be “her” to kill my doubt about who I want in life. Life is irony I guess. Next crisis: A friend who is used to going thru stuff is going thru stuff, what a surprise! But now there is a difference, Me. I’ve played 20 questions with myself and learned that I […]

Damned if a I do and damned if I don’t.

Questions I now ask myself: You ever felt like an emotional ghost, you want to touch somebody and no matter how hard you try, your hand just slips right through? You ever lied so much that you actually start to believe the lies? You ever started down a road that goes somewhere unknown? You ever […]

Ok last night was funny. But predictable. Jack VS Miles………….Miles wins and I get Jack’s piece of pizza. The shuttle was fun even though we were all loud and annoying. But at that point I didn’t care. Bad thoughts have been creeping in lately, but I won’t waver. Carrie’s words are bouncing around in my […]

Well my lady and my baby have left town for a til tomorrow night, and what is Benji doing, working all day. But it’ll be ok Jack kept me company, and we ran into Carrie!!!! But she raised some more questions about her. Well I’ll figure it out. Hopefully I can get in contact with […]

“The thought wasn’t mine but, she’s still in the brain And I know wherever she’s at, she’s feelin’ the same So ’till my fantasy dame pop up Everytime the cell rings I’m prayin that her name pop up I know, I ain’t supposed to wife her But it’s God’s fault, I wasn’t supposed to like […]

I just got back from my Courier job on campus. On one of my last stops for the day, who do I run into? My Pink Coated Stalker! Needless to say I was a surprised, but I played it off well. She talked to me and gave me that ever-so-seductive smile of hers while I […]