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Author: ocbenji

  • Road Trip Pending Approval

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    I finally remembered to get my Invader Zim! Well thanks to the great and wise Megsta i might have a solution to “finding” myself. A little me time. Anybody wanna come? Well sorry, its just me, myself, and I for a whole weekend. Its something that I think I need but we’ll see if its…

  • Torn Decision

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    When in doubt sing it out. What do you do when your so torn? How do you make a decision, or do you make one at all? I’m running away from myself to escape to where? My exams aren’t just coming from school these days.

  • OOOOOOOC-Unit!

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    The headaches are getting worse, now I know how Jack feels. I had that damn dream again. Seriously my mind should not be there. Laurie made a boy very nervous today, it was sooo precious! You go girl! Aden is getting bigger and smarter and he smiles more than anything now and boy can he…

  • And the lucky winners are……………….

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    ocbenji

    Well I can’t say who they are but the winners of the 1st OCBENJI sweepstakes are getting their prizes mailed to them today!!!

  • And the headaches keep marching two by two……..

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    ocbenji

    In the words of JV, “My head be bangin!” The 3 am meetings Aden and me have been having are finally starting to take their toll. I’ll deal. I tried to make Rach’s 1st Mothers Day special with some Coldstone since the videotape of Aden and me didn’t work out. Oh well……….HAPPY MOMMY’S DAY RACHEL!!!!…

  • Honest with Myself

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    ocbenji

    Maybe its the lack of sleep or the lack of self-truth but I’m overdue for a little truth serum. Let the list begin and think of it what you will. 1. I think about women other than Rachel 2. I don’t have full control of myself 3. I’ll have to face some deep dark secrets…

  • Random Thoughts

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    ocbenji

    As her tear-filled eyes looked into mine, she said,” You have a lady, a baby, and a car” I smirked, her voice shook as if she was giving advice to a future or past love, she told me, ” she has to know how much you love her” In other news, I NEED some!!! Any…

  • Suzen made me do it!

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    ocbenji

    Ok I have a bet with myself that I won’t even get 3 comments on this **Fill This Out and Then Comment With Your HONEST Ansewers and I’ll guess who it is** 1. Your Name: Blah! 2. Age: 3. Fave Colors: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band/Rapper: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: **Here…

  • Calm after the storms

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    ocbenji

    Well it would be “her” to kill my doubt about who I want in life. Life is irony I guess. Next crisis: A friend who is used to going thru stuff is going thru stuff, what a surprise! But now there is a difference, Me. I’ve played 20 questions with myself and learned that I…

  • More Conflicts than Bush and Iraq

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    ocbenji

    Damned if a I do and damned if I don’t.