I bought the latest Jill Scott CD and keep jamming to this one song of hers:
Don’t feel no pity for me
Cause I’m going through a couple things,
Life means change,
That’s the way it goes,goes
All my life I had a constant burning
A strong deep,desire
An aching ambiguous,yearning,yearning,
yearning
For something better
For something bigger
For something wider
For something higher
And lots of regrets
Cause I ain’t seem to found it yet
I’ve been searching around the world
Never knowing what to expect
I get sad sometimes
Yes I be mad sometimes
Cause I’m out here on the grind
Making mine
And I still can’t seem to find
What I’ve been looking for
Opened so many doors
For real,yo
I just wanna be loved…
For one the beat is hot and Jill just rocks, but I can totally relate to those lyrics. I’ve achieved a lot in my life so far, pretty successful, but there is one area in which there has been little success and that would be with romantic relationships. Which in the grand scheme of things for me is not a top priority at this time but I wouldn’t mind opening up to someone, but who? I am a little hestitant only because of previous experiences. Because I clearly have no idea what I’m doing. I’m afraid to take chances anymore.
I need a sign…