Got What I Wanted (Part 2)
I dreamed about you every night before even knowing your face
In my romantic kitchen of idealistic needs and wants, I imagined your grace
My ideal woman, I cooked you up in my mind
The perfect woman, way better than any other kind
So good in fact, I shuttered when we met
If my dream girl was pulled out of my mind and it was you that I’d get
It was one thing for you to exist, another to like me
One to a million lottery odds for us to fight but still agree
We both threw on the charm and stole each other hearts
Seeing eye to eye on everything, even the vision charts
You were young but still wise enough not to let the hating hurt
And though you got buried, you never slang any dirt
The little man loved your playful spirit and how you liked to have fun
The only woman I ever brought around that was accepted by my son
I thought I had all the ingredients in the pot for the perfect lady
You were smart, funny, nice, spiritual, loving, but a little shady
I mixed all of you up and added some spice
Baked you for 2 months and thought that would suffice
But no, something was missing, the taste was empty
I put my chef’s hat down, sat and thought about it rather deeply
The missing piece was found but a deeper problem discovered
I could fix everything in search of the perfect taste but another would be uncovered
So getting what I truly wanted would never happen, perfection is unattainable
I would be happy with you for a little while but it wouldn’t be sustainable
The dish was perfect, it was the chef who was flawed
Because he searched for someone who was ultimately a fraud
To be happy with what you have and make it perfect to you
Is now his new goal and what I will do
Only by getting what I wanted would the lesson have been learned
Even if in the process I ended up getting burned
September 1st, 2008 → 12:46 am @ ocbenji