I lied.  I have finally resorted to breaking my own morals just to make Seth go away.  I really am at wits end now.  I told Seth that I cancelled having text messaging on my phone just to hopefully get some relief from the nastiness I’ve gotten since Saturday.  I won’t let him consume my life this time.  I felt that weight come back down on me Saturday night and I refuse to allow it to hold me down any longer.  I don’t agree with lying to people, it’s never been my style.  But sometimes desperate measures call for desperate actions.  I think the worst part about it is that I don’t feel bad for doing so, but he’s crossed the line this time.  Either that or I finally opened my eyes enough to see it…

            I really wish I had time to write more or have the time to really let out some of the things I want to say.  My computer at home still doesn’t work and I’ve just been too busy at work to have the time to write.  I will hopefully find a computer or some time tonight.  Until then I need to get back to doing work I don’t really understand while I’m trying to teach someone who should understand (but seems to understand less than I do) how to do this accounting stuff.  I can only hope that today gets a little better…