There is nothing left that can stop me now so why do I hesitate I finally figured out what OC stands for in my self-appointed nickname OCBenji “Organized Chaos” I think it fits, don’t you? I’m learning that the more I push my limits, the more those limits seem to be nonexistent, “Leap and the […]

My thoughts these days are all about Aden, I watch him grow older and smarter, and can see how everything influences him. He knows more than he lets on, in that respect we are the same. I have alot more help with everything now. Her name is Kate. My update is over.

The Vapor Trail Random Brutal Love Master (RBLMm) Here today, gone today. You are The Vapor Trail. Are you in a relationship now? Your exact opposite: The Backrubber Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer What about now? Vapor Trails can be highly charismatic people–unpredictable, confident, and magnetic. You’re experienced. You know how to handle yourself in a […]

He sees what he wants but knows better, first it was his trust in others that failed and now it’s his trust in himself, he knows the game a little too well, he knows its rigged. More and more thoughts run through his head as he edges his way toward the cliff’s end. The view […]

Well I don’t know what it is about weddings but this one must have been special, because it helped me decided that I (gasp) actually want to get married. I guess now I actually have to find a girlfriend. Effective immediately I will be accepting applications. Prospective Girlfriend Wanted: Qualified applicants will include females who […]

Ok so the subject has nothing to do with this particular post but I thought it sounded cool. Anyhoo i did something courageous a few days ago. I was doing my normal too cheap to buy gas and pay for parking thing and riding the bus. There was this lady staring out the window kinda […]

I saw a rainbow this morning when dropping Aden off. It was reminded me of my current favorite song. Under The Weather by KT Tunstall. Check out the video and reminsce with me.  

Tonight I’m coming to you from next to a sleeping, drooling, snoring, yet precious baby boy. Which got me thinking about how things can seem all great but can have a nasty side to them. Take my son for instance, lord knows I’d rip this universe apart if I thought it would help him in […]

Ok so did you ever notice that fireworks, on they’re way up look like sperm on fire? Just one of the random thoughts that passed thru my mind tonight during the fireworks. The edge is really off now that I know where a certain person stands on a certain issue, and it was very obvious […]

So the way I see it, if its meant to be, there is no possible way for me to stop it.