She does what she has to, to keep things going
A brave one she is, in the darkness to keep glowing
She won’t let me fail even if its my intent
Her heart is strong but I’ve managed a dent
She lets me go to get myself right
She lies next to me but still far away every night
Freedom as always she gives me, to make my own way
Set me free to explore, but I just want to stay
I have much to do before my heartbeats stop the rhythm
I love her too much, too much to be forgiven
Accident or not I don’t deserve her, and truthfully never did
But I guess all thats changed now that we have a kid
But he doesn’t sway my mind when it comes to her
I need her for her and the want side does concur
I may not be able to express it or even speak it out
But thru words I can go from a whisper to shouting it out
She says that she will wait for me, but is that fair
I want her more that anything, nobody else can even compare
My eyes have gone cold again and she likes the warmth
I guess I have no choice but follow my compass north
How can I show her, how can I make her feel this affection
Can anybody help, Can anybody point me in the right direction?

The Daily Benji:
“Love is kinda like quicksand, the more you fight it, the quicker it pulls you in”