I had more fun this weekend than I should have had. I drank again. I thought Aden hated me. Ever since he was little, every time he saw my face, he would just smile through his excited eyes. But over the weekend, it was all about playing with his aunt and cousins. Granted they are [...]

Dear Melissa, While I can’t talk about everything we’ve been though, its only right that I write what I can. I remember the first day we met about 15 years ago in Mississippi. You and those glasses that made you seem so mean. You were mean. But even though we were so young I knew [...]

To the 2-3 people who actually read this: Sorry that I haven’t shown much love to the public post lately.  Life has been pretty busy in the last few weeks and I should have written about it on here so here is the ketchup.(Don’t spill)  My last day at Energy Assistance It was a pretty [...]

There are those little moments in life that tell you that things are changing and never going back to the way there were.  Aden doesn’t really like to go to is own bed and sleep.  But he does understand that when he says ok to something that he has to do it.  Its about 9:30 [...]

In life sometimes you meet these people that are very special to you yet they piss you off to no end. But tonight isn’t about that, its about how your view on a person can change and evolve the more you go through. For instance a friend came over tonight to play Halo 3 and [...]

I’m still pretty much the same. Just upgraded a little here and there but still essentially the same. Like the same car but with different wheels and computer system. I’ve been a little inspirationally starving even though I’ve had lots of that kind of food shoved my way. Its like I have the lamp that [...]

He watches his son ask he begs for 5 more minutes of a movie he sees a glimpse of the future. One of those glimpses like deja vu that he always sees and forgets only to see it again as it happens. He sees his son older as he saw his younger brother, as he [...]

I had one of those life changing, mind opening, out of the box, duh! weekends. Have you ever known and believed in something, some idea, some force, some feeling but couldn’t find anyway to explain it and then BAM! It smacks you right in the face and you start looking at everything different. Like eating [...]

Tonight marks the last night that I will spending at the only home Aden and I have even known since I became a father and he became my son. Alot has happened in this house, good and bad. My son was born and spent his entire life living here. As I look out of my [...]

I performed in church today. It took me 2 hours to write what I spoke. At least she liked it. Everything is going so fast these days, I’m moving, school is starting again, work is about to get really busy, I get to go to Virgina for business (yay!), I have to make sure my [...]