{"id":2287,"date":"2009-06-04T22:45:54","date_gmt":"2009-06-05T03:45:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/?p=2287"},"modified":"2009-06-18T09:19:54","modified_gmt":"2009-06-18T14:19:54","slug":"the-key-to-the-cage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/2009\/06\/04\/the-key-to-the-cage\/","title":{"rendered":"The Key to the Cage"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!-- \t\t@page { margin: 0.79in } \t\tP { margin-bottom: 0.08in } --><\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\">&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-bottom: 0in;\">First of all let me say that I love my job. Not because because of the cool stuff I do or because of the pay or even because of the flexibility of my how and when I work. All that stuff is great and for that I like my job. I LOVE my job because of the change in mindset that comes with it. Before, I was forced to work within a box and by certain rules no matter how stupid and counterproductive they seemed. In my new job the coin is flipped and I have to forget about all of the rules I learned and start thinking outside of the box that my previous employer forced me to work in. My new goal is to get the job done and how I do it is up to me. Its taken me a while to get used to my newfound freedom. But more than that, its taking a little while to get used to this feeling of not having anybody over my shoulder watching my every move. This feeling that, sink or swim, that its all on me. I love this scary freedom and the self-discovery that it has required of myself. I can&#8217;t play it safe anymore, I have to put up or shut up. Its like through this job, I have found <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/2009\/03\/08\/giving-in-to-yourself\/\">the keys to the cage where my inner beast is locked away<\/a>. Its like a rebirth of who I see myself as and what I am capable of. Almost like meeting my true self for the first time. I feel that I will have to change a few things around in my life to fit with the new me. An upgrade, if you will of what I need, want, and who I surround myself with. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/2009\/05\/04\/2266\/\">This is going to be interesting&#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n<p><br class=\"spacer_\"\/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; First of all let me say that I love my job. Not because because of the cool stuff I do or because of the pay or even because of the flexibility of my how and when I work. All that stuff is great and for that I like my job. I LOVE my job [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[340],"tags":[135,393,386,376,392,387,388,389,391,390],"class_list":["post-2287","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stories","tag-ben","tag-change","tag-inner-beast","tag-life","tag-mindset","tag-new-job","tag-rebirth","tag-self-discovery","tag-thinking-outside-of-the-box","tag-true-self"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2287","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2287"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2287\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}