The bombshell hit a few days ago and I still haven’t recovered. My normal wolverine-ish abilities aren’t kicking in and not cool. I got to see the queen of chic again today during a chance encounter, good times. Good because at least i could hide whats been going from at least one person. #2 did her normal thing and thought it was something she had done but she could never cause something like this. Her words don’t comfort but actions hurt. Logic might win this time. I got a call from a good friend last night and we spent some time catching up. She give me faith in people again. The snow finally came and by some miracle I had a parking space waiting for me. I have a question for the audience: What is the definition of dating? Make sure you get back to me on that. I’ve been spending alot more time with the fam and thats a good thing. Especially with things the way they are. My little bro once asked me something and it rang in my ears all day today. He asked me why I always needed to be with somebody? I could answer that question in a million different ways but I’m not really satisfied with any of the answers. Its been kinda fustrating. I wrote something to somebody while i was at work that was a long time coming because i felt i had something to lose. We’ll see where that goes. Aden is growing up on me and it won’t be long until I’ll have to question his “lady friends” on their intentions with my son. I wrote a really big poem thingy on what happened a few days ago and for some reason the blog didn’t save. It must have been a sign, at least i remembered the last line. I continue to heal over but its happening way too slow. I really want a Wii. Send some love on my question people! OC out!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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