Its funny where life will take you.\u00a0 Just a short 2 months ago I never thought I could feel like this again.\u00a0 I feel like I did in 01.\u00a0 I feel like I can go back.\u00a0 Back home where I left myself.\u00a0 Myself actually came to get me.\u00a0 My mirror image, its me but kinda backwards and different.<\/p>\n
I’m at work and she is sleeping on the floor, she just snored a little.\u00a0 Can I save us?\u00a0 Can I even save myself?\u00a0 Time will tell.\u00a0 I’m really being tested with her.\u00a0 I guess this is fate’s cruel test to see if I’m ready for it.\u00a0 How can another person be so much you that they’re not?\u00a0 There isn’t a wise woman or oracle that can explain this to me. Is it a good or bad thing?\u00a0 Is there such a thing as good or bad.\u00a0 Is she ready for me?\u00a0 Am i ready for her?\u00a0 Why can I read her thoughts like they are my own?\u00a0 Why is she teaching me faith in myself without trying?\u00a0 Why is the world the way it is?<\/p>\n
I deeply loved twice.<\/p>\n
We both have secrets.\u00a0 We will both end up spilling the beans.<\/p>\n
I just started my new job today.\u00a0 I’m an IRS guy.\u00a0 And I’ll do the hell out of your taxes for free.<\/p>\n
Whats up with J Roffy?\u00a0 What is she going thru in life?<\/p>\n
Why is Jack pushing when she needs to be pulling?<\/p>\n
Where is Ellie’s band geek status gonna land her?<\/p>\n
What is up with Aden’s additude lately?\u00a0 Are the terrible twos finally upon us?<\/p>\n
Whats up with me being so attactive to so many people?<\/p>\n
Why is death note getting better and better with every episode?<\/p>\n
Why is Lureatha looking so good all the time?<\/p>\n
Why am I getting everything I want?<\/p>\n
Why is smoking the only thing I fear?<\/p>\n
Why is it that when I stare at Aden too long and remember when I first saw him that I tear up a little?<\/p>\n
Why did that fashion show make me dream of great future?<\/p>\n
Why were those oatmeal raisin and nut cookies the best ever?<\/p>\n
Why ask why?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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