Ok so I’ve known for a long time that there was a god but he\/she is really making his\/her presence known. I’ve been tested and I’m guessing that I passed because I’ve been blessed with everything I could ever want or need. Lets review shall we? I have a great job on campus which is looking like it’ll turn into a full-time position if I work hard enough on it. I have a great place on the east side and its cheap too. I have a car that I’m almost done paying off. I have my health and sanity (for the moment). I’m in great shape for the first time in a long time. I have great friends. I have my little baby boy who is getting bigger and smarter everyday. I have family. I have almost every electronic known to man. I’m almost done with school. And last but fo damn sure not least, the person who makes it all better. Ray. If you know her, you know what she means to me. She is everything I ever wanted in a woman but was too scared to look for. Sometimes I stare at her thinking to myself, “This shit can’t be real” or “Somebody must be paying her to act like this or to say these things.” I feel like I’m just waiting for her to tell me that I was just punked or something. She enhances everything else in my life and provides help that I never knew was available. She isn’t without her faults but her strenghts far outweigh them. Like an icecube next to an glacier (sorry for the ice analogy but I’m watching ice age 2 right now). And its all the little things that she is. Meeting somebody like her let me know that there is a god. She understood what I meant when I said that she was the best gagdet ever. I think she was right about the whole soulmate thing. I just hope she doesn’t get bored with me, actually I won’t let her. She is too good to let get away. I’ve only given her a small bit of what she deserves but I’m cautious after what happened last time. I’m being careful no matter how I feel. But anyway, I swear its like God just gave me everything I would ever need and then said, “Show me what ya got?” I’m in a very good position right now and I’m going to take advantage and not fuck it all up. <\/p>\n
In other news, I’m finishing up my 35-plus hours in 3 days. Aden is out of town to I figure I might as well take advantage. My check will be big enough to give birth. <\/p>\n
I officially want an xbox 360, if anybody knows of a good deal on any let me know. I also want that new Nintendo Wii so Aden and me can play it. <\/p>\n
I love being taken care of. If marriage is anything like this, sign me up!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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