{"id":1202,"date":"2008-08-11T15:43:37","date_gmt":"2008-08-11T21:43:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/?p=1202"},"modified":"2008-12-14T08:53:04","modified_gmt":"2008-12-14T14:53:04","slug":"my-story-lies","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/2008\/08\/11\/my-story-lies\/","title":{"rendered":"My Story: Lies"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"0in 0in 0pt;\"><span style=\"Times New Roman;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I lied.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I have finally resorted to breaking my own morals just to make Seth go away.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I really am at wits end now.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I told Seth that I cancelled having text messaging on my phone just to hopefully get some relief from the nastiness I\u2019ve gotten since Saturday.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I won\u2019t let him consume my life this time.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I felt that weight come back down on me Saturday night and I refuse to allow it to hold me down any longer.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I don\u2019t agree with lying to people, it\u2019s never been my style.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>But sometimes desperate measures call for desperate actions. <span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0<\/span>I think the worst part about it is that I don\u2019t feel bad for doing so, but he\u2019s crossed the line this time.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>Either that or I finally opened my eyes enough to see it\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"0in 0in 0pt;\"><span style=\"small;\"><span style=\"Times New Roman;\"><span style=\"1;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span>I really wish I had time to write more or have the time to really let out some of the things I want to say.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>My computer at home still doesn\u2019t work and I\u2019ve just been too busy at work to have the time to write.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I will hopefully find a computer or some time tonight.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>Until then I need to get back to doing work I don\u2019t really understand while I\u2019m trying to teach someone who should understand (but seems to understand less than I do) how to do this accounting stuff.<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span>I can only hope that today gets a little better\u2026<span style=\"yes;\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I lied.\u00a0 I have finally resorted to breaking my own morals just to make Seth go away.\u00a0 I really am at wits end now.\u00a0 I told Seth that I cancelled having text messaging on my phone just to hopefully get some relief from the nastiness I\u2019ve gotten since Saturday.\u00a0 I won\u2019t let him consume [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[338,340],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1202","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-book-of-benji","category-stories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1202"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ocbenji.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}