The headaches are getting worse, now I know how Jack feels. I had that damn dream again. Seriously my mind should not be there. Laurie made a boy very nervous today, it was sooo precious! You go girl! Aden is getting bigger and smarter and he smiles more than anything now and boy can he [...]

In the words of JV, “My head be bangin!” The 3 am meetings Aden and me have been having are finally starting to take their toll. I’ll deal. I tried to make Rach’s 1st Mothers Day special with some Coldstone since the videotape of Aden and me didn’t work out. Oh well……….HAPPY MOMMY’S DAY RACHEL!!!! [...]

Maybe its the lack of sleep or the lack of self-truth but I’m overdue for a little truth serum. Let the list begin and think of it what you will. 1. I think about women other than Rachel 2. I don’t have full control of myself 3. I’ll have to face some deep dark secrets [...]

Ok last night was funny. But predictable. Jack VS Miles………….Miles wins and I get Jack’s piece of pizza. The shuttle was fun even though we were all loud and annoying. But at that point I didn’t care. Bad thoughts have been creeping in lately, but I won’t waver. Carrie’s words are bouncing around in my [...]