She looks into his eyes and time slows to a crawl
His eyes try to avoid her gaze, his hands clench to a ball
He knows the words that are coming all too well
Their relationship was a class and she was ringing the bell
It was his fault and he knew it and there was nothing he could do
She had made up her mind about him and he knew she was through
His heart tensed up and prepared for the blow
His mind worked out an argument and got ready to go toe-to-toe
“I’m not happy” were her words and they tore him apart
He would have rather cholesterol than this attack on his heart
So true, absolute, and painfully pure
Her words were poison and there was no cure
Him doing something wrong he could deal with, fix and move on
But this picture was one he couldn’t have helped drawn
He learned long ago that your feelings are your own
But she expected to get happiness from somewhere away from home
She has associated him with her unhappiness and there was no separation
It was justified in her mind and it wasn’t open to interpretation
He knew this and didn’t argue or put up much of a fight
Being right wouldn’t change anything or make it alright
“Just let it go” his heart whispers softly to his head
He just frowns disappointed with what she said
His body starts to relax as he lets go of the tension he kept
He lets go of his guilt and he starts to accept
There was nothing he could have done to change the tide
They weren’t rowing in this boat together he was just going for a ride
April 14th, 2011 → 11:57 pm @ ocbenji