He started off with such promise
A gentleman who never broke a promise
But like fresh snow, his heart was destined to be tainted
Like a pure canvas destined to be painted
The first was a girl he only wanted to rescue
A damsel in distress, a love that twisted his heart eskew
She needed a friend not a lover but he couldn’t see
Too blinded by love and what he wanted to see
He came in a knight in shining armor and left a punching bag
And soon the happily ever after turned to a game of emotional tag
The split was rougher on him cause she was gone months before
But he grew accustomed to the pain, sprinkling salt in the wound
“I was with her for her,” he thought, “And I’m with her for me”
His rationalization for the second of the three
He soon forgot about the first and repeated his mistakes
He kissed her selfishly as her back melted the snowflakes
He let his guard down again and exposed his injured heart
She bought it with love and placed it in her shopping cart
When it was time to check out she didn’t have enough to get it all
So she placed him back on the shelf, she wasn’t ready for the long haul
Cut too many times, his heart sprung a leak
Like a fish out of water, its the love water that he seeks
Still caught in a cloud of confusion and pain
He stumbles drunkenly down the road of his life, halfway insane
While on his crazy travels trying to make sense of it all
He encounters a very familiar stranger who makes his soul crawl
He knew the emotionally bankrupt shouldn’t write checks
But curiosity killed the cat and his heart was next
She was as damaged as he, maybe even more so
In that was a kinship felt by every “bye” and “hello”
Things burned bright and he felt hope for future, in the life he gave up on
So his guard was down again, pessimistic assumptions foregone
It wasn’t to last, his struggling heart knew this to be true
It was smooth sailing for now, but something was coming to tip the canoe
If hindsight is 20/20, he would still need glasses to read between the lines
She was telling him without telling him but he couldn’t read the signs
Her past had resurfaced and there was nothing he could do
Except watch as she unknowingly ran the knife into his heart through and through
His heart eventually healed but it never again beat warm
Still not trusting cause of the past storms
The sad ironic twist to this tale is that he now has the knife
And everyday nonchalantly cuts himself off from his dream wife
So if you ever encounter this sad soul, pity him from a distance but never get near
Cause his heartless infection is hypnotic and his eyes are so sincere
February 8th, 2009 → 9:21 am @ ocbenji